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Stages of Grief

by Rose Starring

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1.
Denial 03:07
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This isn’t happening My world isn’t collapsing You’re not really gone Our love was strong I’m just panicking This isn’t real (No, no, no, no) I don’t know what my deal is Maybe this is just another one of all my mental illnesses Oh You take away the light Something isn’t right You’re out of sight but in my mind Angels don’t belong in hell, no You and I were doing well (Or so I thought) Carve a knife right through me Leave me fending for myself But angels don't belong in hell You must have misspoke Or maybe this is just a fucked up joke You already told your friends about it? (Fuck) God, I'm gonna choke Just the other day you told me I was yours forever Soon you'll be back and we'll just laugh About when we were severed You take away the light Something isn’t right You’re out of sight but in my mind Angels don’t belong in hell, no You and I were doing well (Or so I thought) Carve a knife right through me Leave me fending for myself But angels don't belong in hell
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Anger 03:27
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Oh, you’re such a good guy when you wanna be But when you don’t, feels like you’re my enemy You go out to the bar Makes you feel like a star Better pray that I don’t see your car ‘Cause I keep having dreams I’m gonna key it You’ll call the cops, but I didn’t mean it It’s interesting that I was the whore What’d my friends find your tinder profile for? I must admit, I tried to ignore it But sometimes you just fucking bored me Man, you fucking blew it, babe You’re looking like a loser, babe But you play stupid games, you win stupid prizes So I guess you won So take a second to admire all the work you’ve done Don’t call me crying ‘cause I already did And just save your tears ‘cause you’ll need them ‘Cause if one if thing that you said was true Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you You’re right! I don’t deserve you. Yeah, you’re right, I don’t Now I’m an evil little monster with my phasers set to kill And I ain’t stopping running ’til I get my record deal It’s unbelievable It’s inconceivable The man of my dreams is fucking unachievable It’s like you’re hiding for me after every corner And if you have a new girl, guess you’d better warn her That your ex is crazy and a bitch Wait, I just did it myself! Guess I am really a snitch! Man, you fucking blew it, babe You’re looking like a loser, babe But you play stupid games, you win stupid prizes So I guess you won So take a second to admire all the work you’ve done Don’t call me crying ‘cause I already did And just save your tears ‘cause you’ll need them ‘Cause if one if thing that you said was true Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you You’re right! I don’t deserve you. Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you You’re right! I don’t deserve you. Yeah, you’re right, I don’t deserve you
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Bargaining 02:24
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Depression 03:37
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I don’t wanna hold it in no more It’s too fucking heavy And yeah, I really wanna get better I’m just not fucking ready And I don’t really want this skin ‘Cause it remembers how you held it But God knows I don’t wanna reach out to you So I try to forget it I’m left so empty never knowing what was real I don’t know how to talk to you and I don’t know how to feel So just hold me in the middle of the night We can pretend that we’re lovers making up from a fight And we can throw all of the pain love caused away So just hold me in the middle of the night, so tight Like a noose around my neck If I won’t wake up by your side, I’d rather not wake up instead How do I grieve the death of something I’m not sure was real? Can’t say that I could blame you, but you made it hard to heal ‘Cause my best friend left me with no warning Left a corpse and all the bugs are swarming You know me, yeah you know me So you know just how to choke me It’s only when I’m still that I feel so heavy I need your arms around me just to hold me steady I’ve been taking pills at night to help me get some sleep Because I only get to see you when you’re in my dreams You knew so much about me What I couldn’t heal I don’t know how to talk to you And I don’t know how to feel So just hold me in the middle of the night We can pretend that we’re lovers making up from a fight And we can throw all of the pain love caused away So just hold me in the middle of the night, so tight Like a noose around my neck If I won’t wake up by your side, I’d rather not wake up So just hold me in the middle of the night We can pretend that we’re lovers making up from a fight And we can throw all of the pain love caused away So just hold me in the middle of the night, so tight Like a noose around my neck If I won’t wake up by your side, I’d rather not wake up instead
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Acceptance 04:33
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If you really wanna leave, well, good luck where you go Thanks for leaving me alone And if you wanted to be free, I guess I needed the same I hope we can remember love and forgive the pain ‘Cause I loved you more than I did myself And you loved me more than I did as well I won't blame you for leaving, we were under a spell And waking up, it never goes down well I am love, I am love Lighter than the sky above I am love, I have loved you And I still do I am love, I am love Sky came falling from above But I have love, I have love So do you We always do Now that it’s time for us to go our own way What else is there left to say? I leave nothing left unsaid I’m so annoying that way But you know how I felt The cards have been dealt And with you, a piece of me stays ‘Cause I loved you more than I did myself And you loved me more than I did as well I won't blame you for leaving, we were under a spell And waking up, it never goes down well I am love, I am love Lighter than the sky above I am love, I have loved you And I still do I am love, I am love Sky came falling from above But I have love, I have love So do you We always do You said it yourself I am love, but you are love as well I am love, I am love Lighter than the sky above I am love, I have loved you And I still do I am love, I am love Sky came falling from above But I have love, I have love So do you We always do I am love, I am love Lighter than the sky above I am love, I have loved you And I still do I am love, I am love Sky came falling from above But I have love, I have love So do you We always do

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released May 27, 2021

Produced by Omgprkr.
Written by Ashley Marie Johnson.

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Based in Nashville, Tennessee, 25-year-old Rose Starring transforms pain into beauty through her honest and vulnerable music. Rose's music has been described as cinematic pop that emphasizes the conceptual, often brooding themes of her lyrics.

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